Before I even turn one, I'm completely over this shit. This stage anyway.
I am currently getting about 40% of what I bargained for. Nah, 33%. That's serious failure right there.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Ain't no sense in complaining.
Don't nobody wanna hear that shit.
The worst part though, is that I live most of my life like that and whenever I am looking for just a little slack, a little affirmation that "yeah, you really are going hard. I feel for you," I get a "yeah, that's life. I'm doing such and such so you gotta make sacrifices" or a "better deal with that shit". Am I that much of an asshole to where I don't dish out sympathy so I don't receive the slightest resemblance of it? And I'm not even looking for sympathy.
shit only makes me colder, yo.
Nigga just wanna experience the warmth. fuck.
Don't nobody wanna hear that shit.
The worst part though, is that I live most of my life like that and whenever I am looking for just a little slack, a little affirmation that "yeah, you really are going hard. I feel for you," I get a "yeah, that's life. I'm doing such and such so you gotta make sacrifices" or a "better deal with that shit". Am I that much of an asshole to where I don't dish out sympathy so I don't receive the slightest resemblance of it? And I'm not even looking for sympathy.
shit only makes me colder, yo.
Nigga just wanna experience the warmth. fuck.
Will I ever know
what it feels like to lean on someone else? Will I forever feel the pressure to be perfect and the upstanding citizen for everyone?
Thursday, February 6, 2014
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