Sunday, January 24, 2016

Monday, September 14, 2015

In Other News..

All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is on meeeyyyy. All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is ON mey. All of these bitches is ON meeeyyyy.

How am I so hurt and I did the breaking up? Fuckkk shitt.... lol

(in regards to my ANS posts.)

When you realize you wrote the same post 2 weeks apart from each other so you know it's real.

When does the real healing take place?

Every goddamn day.

Spent years bitching about how I needed to let you go. And how I knew it was coming. And How I was a demon and you an angel and I was only holding you back. And it was only a matter of time. and look at me now. Can't take a sip of water without thinking of you. Spending every day in regret, inundated with what ifs. If only I woke up in 1827 Veteran with you by my side. But then I wake up. And I realize that.. Life doesn't work like that. And you're gone. And it will never be the same if it is Ever again. TBH I wouldn't want it to be the same. But with every passing day I feel as though there is a shift in energy and you're doing just fine and have completely healed. actually, bullshit. there's a piece of me that THINKS you still think of me, but that's the side that's full of shit. You're really gone. wow.

Monday, August 31, 2015

A year later. I still run it all back in my head. Wishing I had done everything better. with more maturity. Wishing I never hurt you. Wishing I didn't blow my blessing off. but I'm immediately confronted with the realizations that we'll never be and may not have been meant to be. I'll never be in love again.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

I fucking hate blogger and/or my lack of knowledge on how to customize this blog to be what I need it to be!